“I didn’t have any fight in me. I didn’t care about anything. I just wanted out”
The stupid “American Idol” winner admitted in her VH1 Behind The Music special, according to people.com
“I just sat in the closet and looked at the mirror and took all the pills in the bottle,” she adds. “I wanted to go to sleep and just be at peace. I knew exactly what I was doing. You can’t accidentally take a whole bottle of pills.”
Fantasia admitted that, she was tired of people doing her wrong, dealing with men, her father and her family.
Fantasia even spoke about her relationship with married Antwan Cook, whom she met in 2009 at a T-Mobile store where he worked. She said, he told her he was no longer with his wife, Paula.
“When I met him, he was separated … wasn’t living in his home. He didn’t want to be back with his wife – that is what I was told,” Fantasia explained. “I remember waking up in the hospital [and thinking], ‘It didn’t work, I’m still here in this hell hole. Still here with all this drama going on.'”
Sounds like the American idol winner is oblivious to the fact that, this is all drama that she created and was apart of.
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