“I didn’t have any fight in me. I didn’t care about anything. I just wanted out”
The stupid “American Idol” winner admitted in her VH1 Behind The Music special, according to people.com
“I just sat in the closet and looked at the mirror and took all the pills in the bottle,” she adds. “I wanted to go to sleep and just be at peace. I knew exactly what I was doing. You can’t accidentally take a whole bottle of pills.”
Fantasia admitted that, she was tired of people doing her wrong, dealing with men, her father and her family.
Fantasia even spoke about her relationship with married Antwan Cook, whom she met in 2009 at a T-Mobile store where he worked. She said, he told her he was no longer with his wife, Paula.
“When I met him, he was separated … wasn’t living in his home. He didn’t want to be back with his wife – that is what I was told,” Fantasia explained. “I remember waking up in the hospital [and thinking], ‘It didn’t work, I’m still here in this hell hole. Still here with all this drama going on.'”
Sounds like the American idol winner is oblivious to the fact that, this is all drama that she created and was apart of.
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Anything for attention! GTFOH with that BS.
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New CD, Behind the Music, how convenient…No sympathy here, she’s an idiot!!
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Some dangerous HO shit for attention at all costs I guess. *SHRUGS*
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Fanny done stooped to an all new low ya’ll. Talk about the almighty fuckin dolla. Got DAYUM!!!
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She is a retarded wh0re.
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You got money out the butt, pick a married man to have an affair with and when his spot gets blown up, you try to kill yourself…to find peace? GTFOH.
Get rid of all ya leeching relatives, find a decent single man HO and you’ll have peace.
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You got money out the butt, pick a married man to have an affair with and when his spot gets blown up, you try to kill yourself…to find peace? GTFOH.
Get rid of all ya leeching relatives, find a decent single man HO and you’ll have peace.
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AMEN AND HALLELJUH TO THAT!!!!
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SAD.
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dumb ho———> No sympathy from me
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Now we know that “accidental overdose.” bullshit was just what it was…. a lie!
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Poor dumb fanny. wow. ain’t no man worth ya life.
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Poor dumb fanny. wow. ain’t no man worth ya life.
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That’s what I’m saying. For real.
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No sympathy from me. She knew he was married. ‘Separated’ is not ‘divorced’. She is a home wrecker. That also shows that she is a phony. ALL her music sounded like Gospel. She tricked my ass!!
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She used to mouth “Thank You, Jesus” and look up to Heaven when she won, got compliments or took her bow in a color purple? Now I know it was all a what? FRONT!!!!!!!
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Please!!! Dem damn thank you Jesus heifers are da main church HO’s.
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Please!!! Dem damn thank you Jesus heifers are da main church HO’s.
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Let da chuch say AMEN!!!!
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Unreal fanny!!!! Unreal.
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Please!!! Dem damn thank you Jesus heifers are da main church HO’s.
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Let da chuch say AMEN!!!!
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AMEN!!!
LMAO!! Ya’ll crazy!
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Well., Is fucking around with a married man the Christian thing to do?
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she is just an out-and-out ho?
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Well., Is fucking around with a married man the Christian thing to do?
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IS IT??? Why don’t U tell us?
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Ole TWAN wanted to fuck her so he told her anything. straight up played her.
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I have little sympathy for anyone who looks to cop out of a mistake made by choice. Like Tra said “Sounds like the American idol winner is oblivious to the fact that, this is all drama that she created and was apart of.”
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Funny thing about karma, though – you get what you give, usually ten times over.
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This just really shows you how selfish Fantasia is…all this behind somebody else’s husband who used her like toilet paper.
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What a shame Fantasia didn’t bother to think about her 9 year old daughter she would be leaving behind. No man is worth killing yourself over. No man is worth leaving your child for. Why take a permanent solution to a temporary problem? Men are a dime a dozen. If one is no good, find another.
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think about your daughter, its slfish to kill yourself.
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think about your daughter, its slfish to kill yourself.
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she’s not thinking about her daughter when she ridin somebody else’s husbands dick. that’s just it.
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Hmmmmm….If she wanted to kill herself she’d be dead. I’m not buying the whole “tried” to thing. Wait until time to go to bed, take a whole bottle and then not tell anybody. Or better yet jump off a bridge, she just wanted attention she didn’t really wanna die.
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wow that was a bit selfish! and men doing her wrong, wasn’t she filming with said man as soon as she was released from the hospital? Oh the lies one tells to keep us paying attention to your nonsense
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Try again. You could try drinking a cup of undiluted antifreeze. Or you could get on the wrong ramp on the highway. You could also shoot yourself in the head. There are many ways to do this. It ain’t that hard..
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she could just walk in front of a moving train during a busy morning commute.
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Tell her to read the ceo’s blog, we can give her some ways to OUT herself.
What up people?
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Wrong ramp on the highway? Why would you risk someone else’e life because you don’t want yours anymore.
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The devil is and will always be a liar. And will teach some folk how to lie too. SMH.
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Fanny crazy people. lmao.
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agree with both her being selfish and her attempt *side eye* to kill herself. She knew shortly after she got with dude that he was married cuz the media called his ass out, but she caught feelings and stayed fuckin’ his ass – too bad so sad.
Personal responsibility, much Fannie?!?! This chick gets no sympathy from me, sorry.
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You’s a HO and You’s a HO..You’s a sideline HO.
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of course the the post doesn’t mention, the whole time she was od-ing she was TEXTING her manager Brian Dickens with the play-by-play of her alleged suicide attempt…
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I am really starting to think that this was a publicity stunt. Fanie seems to have a good album and fans but they are trying to get the sales way higher than expect for her album and for her reality show.
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I am really starting to think that this was a publicity stunt. Fanie seems to have a good album and fans but they are trying to get the sales way higher than expect for her album and for her reality show.
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I agree!!!
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Who tries to kill themself like that and bounces back not even within 7 days? Depression is not that easy to bet under extreme emotionals breakdowns. Her child is in school in the same state that all of this is happening I know that she is hearing all kinds of things.
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dead @ the antifreeze comment.
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Hold up – she’s including Antwuan in that general statement of people doing her wrong and “men” and their sh*t? Perhaps her own bad judgments are the reason she finds herself continuously disappointed in others.
And I agree with the attempt to end your life just because SHE’S tired reflects her me-me-me attitude. What about your daughter, Fantasia?
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Especially if she is about to move this man in he ain’t doing her too wrong but we are all guilty of making emotional choices over mental ones.
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If you want to kill yourself I say go for it. Do it. For with every death there is sadness yes, but joy as well. More joy. To begin with the funeral business will get more business. Coffin, undertakers get paid. If you are buried the cemetery gets paid. If you have a partner (husband/wife) someone else will take over and new life might be created. If you are buried maggots will have something to feed on.
So much joy in death Fantasia. Try again if you want. You have my support. Make sure you explain it to your son though before you do it. Make sure he is in good hands.
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I’m sorry I don’t believe her. She must think some of us don’t have common sense. No hospital will suddenly release you a day later if you tried to commit suicide. They will at least monitor you for a few days and after that insist you get counseling and speak with a therapist. She just created this suicide stunt to get sympathy for the affair she was in.
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I’m sorry I don’t believe her. She must think some of us don’t have common sense. No hospital will suddenly release you a day later if you tried to commit suicide. They will at least monitor you for a few days and after that insist you get counseling and speak with a therapist. She just created this suicide stunt to get sympathy for the affair she was in.
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For one they woulda had her in a straight jacket.
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My sister in law took her own life 3 years ago. She was extremely depressed when she did it, some ppl look at suicide as a selfish thing but that’s not always the case. Depression is a real illness and when it goes untreated it can take over ones life & thoughts of reason. If fantasia feels like her life is to much to handle she needs to really go somewhere and get some help.
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She did this for attention, sympathy, ratings boost for her show etc etc…
Her ass needs to grow the hell up.
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Kurt Cobain didn’t tell anybody, they couldn’t even find him till it was too late. She wasn’t serious, she did this shit to benefit in some way and evidently it worked because folks keep talking about it. Selfish woman…I’m through with her.
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Well, does she even remember she has a DAUGHTER?
Why didnt this child ever cross her mind? Exactly, as the 1st. comment, it was very selfish act. Why would you want to leave your child behind for those same demons to destroy.
Funktasia needs to STFU and go to beauty school.
Anybody know what’s the real story with her father? What’s his story?
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she has a daughter.
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How stupid is this woman? She didn’t think about that baby,her mother or her God that she loves so much… I have no respect for a selfish quitter. I will not buy her new CD nor will I support her in any manner. Very sad. Very stupid.
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For those of you saying “suicide is selfish/wrong/etc.”, do you still listen to Phyllis Hyman or Donny Hathaway’s music? If so, toss them CDs out immediately if you’re going to be painting with that broad of a paintbrush. I have no comment on Fantasia herself, BUT depression is real and affects different people in different ways. Think before you judge.
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Trust me every ‘Black Single Mother’ in the world at some point has ‘no fight left’ myself included ! I at one point wrote a suicide note because I was done with the hardships I was dealing with, but the fact that I have CHILDREN is what made me realize that I have to push on and I CAN NOT stop fighting, as a mother you dont have a choice. you cant rely on others to raise your babies and love them the way you do, Fantasia girl, if you don’t wanna live for yourself, live for your baby !!!!
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SHE NEED HER ASS WHOOPED! PERIOD!
“I DIDN’T HAVE ANY FIGHT LEFT IN ME”. BITCH!!!
R U FOR REAL??.
SHE LOOK STUPID, THE WHOLE THING SEEMS STAGED. I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR HER OR HER DESPERATE ATTEMPT.
DUMB ASS!!!
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The Six Reasons People Attempt Suicide
http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/happiness-in-world/201004/the-six-reasons-people-attempt-suicide
They’re depressed.
They’re psychotic.
They’re impulsive.
They’re crying out for help, and don’t know how else to get it.
They have a philosophical desire to die
They’ve made a mistake.
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You know I didn’t think about it but you’re right, the hospital would have kept her after a suicide attempt, sometimes against your will if they deem if neccessary… something seems fishy here, and another thing, how did the media find out ‘the first day’ that all this happened ??? we found out what happened before she even left the hospital !!!!
Fanny Mae boo boo, you need more people…:/
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YOU have a very valid point !!!!
I also questioned whether Fantasia was hospitalized for “attempted suicide”
If she really was in the hospital, then there are specific policies & procedures that the hospital MUST adhere to for liability & insurance purposes.
Didn’t Fantasia go home after 1 day ?????
If that is true, then it is IMPOSSIBLE that she was admitted as a “suicide patient” !
Hospital policy dictates that a Physician must watch a “suicide patient” for a period of 24 hours in a controlled setting (hospital room with a one way mirror) before they will even CONSIDER letting a suicide patient go home…..
google “hospital policies for suicide” and you’ll see for yourself
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I agree with you. I have had long bouts with depression, and it will make you feel like you want to end it all. I never attempted suicide, but it crossed my mind several times, until I got the help I needed. Whether or not Fantasia’s suicide attempt was a publicity stunt or not, to even go there is a sign that’s something’s wrong.
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I think every black person on the planet has been depressed and has thought about suicide.
It’s a big leap to write a suicide note.
It’s a even bigger leap to attempt suicide.
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Let’s be clear here people – Fantasia is not suffering from any form of depression – she is suffering from embarrassment for getting caught on front street with her drawls down with a married man – that she knew was married.
Plain and simple – so please do not compare her staged suicide attempt with those that suffer from a very real mental anquish such as depression.
that is all.
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Thanks for pointing out that Fantasia was on the phone (texting) her manager while “attempting to commit suicide”
I really don’t consider this a suicide attempt.
And can someone answer me WHY she was in her CLOSET looking at herself in the MIRROR trying to “commit suicide” ???????
Most People go the bathroom or bedroom to kill themselves.
fannie is one confused girl
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Fantasia has nothing to worry about cause black folks are so forgiving. Just wait one year, she’ll drop a hot single and folks will take her back like ain’t shit happened. That’s why Chris Brown is in the top 10 of the charts as we speak.
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Tyler Fairy need to hurry and cast her in his upcoming new box office hit:
“For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide When the Rainbow Is Enuf”
Really, what was she doing in the closet with a mirror? Exactly! most suicidal protocols require a 72hr stay to evaluate mental status, especially since she has a kid.
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Apparently, folks don’t understand that suicide is your non-stop ticket to hades. You are ending NOTHING by taking your life.
Suicide is just the beginning of a spiritual version of the ” depression ” one experiences in their waking life. IT IS FOR ETERNITY. FOREVER.
Don’t even bother thinking about committing suicide because it ends nothing.
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*cue the violins*
Cry me a gawtdamn river!! This bish is so transparent til it ain’t even funny. Seriously…who [supposedly] attempts suicide, then turns around a couple of days/weeks later and:
1. Meets up with their married lover while cameras roll. Anything for ratings, huh Fantasia?
2. Films a BTM segment to air on the very day that their new cd drops.
3. Makes the rounds on daytime talkshows promoting said cd.
I could go on and on but anyone who can’t see through this shiz needs their head examined.
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I agree with you 1000%! People can say what they want, but a person who REALLY wants to kill themselves makes sure that whatever method they use will get the job done. This bish took a bottle of aspirin [so she says] but who’s to say that it was even a FULL bottle? And to take it a step further, there’s MUCH more potent prescription meds on the market that don’t require a person to swallow the whole gawtdamn bottle, so she can get somewhere with alladat. The bottom line is that the so-called suicide attempt was a piss poor ploy at garnering some sympathy from the public after her tawdry affair took an ugly turn and for that she gets an EPIC FAIL!
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“Fantasia is not suffering from any form of depression – she is suffering from embarrassment for getting caught on front street…with a married man – that she knew was married.”
That’s pretty much it in a nutshell but the young chirrens and naive folks just refuse to see that. smh
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This bitch is STUPID! Her daughter should come FIRST! Before any man, any money, ANYTHING PERIOD………..DUMB BITCH!!!!
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So, get it right the next time you stupid selfish bitch. Your daughter deserves another mother because you are a man hungry dick starving tramp homewrecker.
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Biggie & diddy were right “mo money mo problems”. I do not envy the rich & famous, they always seem to be the most unhappy with the most problems SMH!
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This trick don’t have no problems. she’s just stupid as hell. IDK what to belueve with this anymore.
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Excellent performance, I laughed, I cried who the hell TRIES to kill themself but on the day their album drops lives to tell of all the horror and pain that brought them to the brink jeest last week getting tired of these motherfuckas and their new ways of selling themselves now watch be some shit on her new album about all she been going thru after her homewrecking antics. I know she been ugly all her life and had it rough but Karma will kick her ass too.
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I thought attempting suicide was illegal? Aren’t the authorities pressing charges? Just curious.
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This ho need to stop lying, that shit was a stunt. cosign with all the folks who see through this transparent thirsty ho.
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People just shut up and enjoy the ride!
if she say she did not try to kill herself you dont believe her,
If she say she did, you dont believe her.
some of yall just want to go against the grain on everything with all these fake analogies on what really happened! please!
Just let it be whatever it is.
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^^womp womp womp
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You have a child you selfish BITCH! No sympathy here. I only feel sorry for your neglected child.
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Lawd ham mercy!! Let the games begin:
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allways keep in mind, Fantasia STOLE Antwn from Paula Cook !
Keep in mind the quote from Fantasia in Paula Cook’s Court document:
“According to the court documents, Barrino interrupted a phone call between the Cook’s, saying, “He don’t want you. Maybe the next time you get a husband you’ll know how to keep him. That’s why he is here with me.”
http://www.popeater.com/2010/08/09/fantasia-barrino-cheating-sex-tape-antwuan-cook/
Karma is a bitch
Fantasia is a dirty dog.
THAT’s the reason why she tried to kill herself…She felt GUILTY, and CONVICTED !!!
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think this was a pathetic publicity stunt like others have said before me. She is always crying about she’s an open book and she always keeps it 100 but I am not buying this. She is a mother of a child she claims to love and adore but because of some media strife you’re going to just end your life and leave your child motherless. Come on now something just don’t smell right about this whole thing. I think she was attempting to take the attention off of her homewrecking ways by faking a suicide attempt and make people feel sorry for her. This is the same chick who claimed her and Atwon were just friends but had a big ass tatoo with his name on her shoulder. I think she is talented and no human being can take that away from her but she is not the brightest person. The fact that she expects anyone to buy this mess is an insult to anyone who common sense. Girl bye
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Well DAMN… Fantasia seems rather SPRY & ENERGETIC all of a sudden! I guess THE SHOW must go on huh (Pun Intended)
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Very sad and very selfish. She has a daughter to live for.
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what some women will do for d!ck….is it that hard out there?? lmao. lol. suicide attempt my behind, she alive b/c she wants to be…if she didn’t want to live she wouldn’t be here. dumb ho.
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Get rid of all of that dead weight (family, trifling man) and you will be fine. I agree.
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Fantasia baby talk to the birds on this one! I find it so suspious that now all of a sudden she is on VH1 Behind the Music and promoting an album. THIS BITCH IS NOT DEPRESS. A depress person would not be running around promoting an album and talking about her ADULTERY ACTIVITIES ON NATIONAL TV AND HER SHOW. She is trying to promote this nonsense!
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First of all Fantasia was not sorry for the situation she is in. She is more concern about her image and her career. The part she is more embrass about is that she got caught and called out in public for messing with a married man!
She is embrass at the situation point blank. She is not sorry to ruin Mrs. Cook’s life nor interfer in a marriage that could of work out. I also have to mention to ass further embrassment to her daugther! Fantasia is a dam fool to think a married man who cheated on his wife for her, won’t do the same to her! I know my ass will not buy her album period! I can not support pure old fuquery!
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Considering she can’t read she probably just took some Children’s chewables.
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LMAO @ “drink some anti-freeze”. Yeah some cheap dollar store aspirin barely works for a headache let alone a suicide attempt.
She wanted somebody to find her sitting up texting come get my a-ss. LOL
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bitch aint ill but she will be once oprah finish asking all the wrong questions.
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lord have mercy smh and co-sign with all the comments saying this shit right here is pure pr.
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I agree just trying to make people feel bad for her, how the fuck you tried to kill yourself a few days ago but got tv cameras following you around and then got a list of morning shows to go plug your shit? what would be great is if finally one of these wifes dig in a bitch pocket that will caution them not to be so brazen. This ugly bitch and her faggot looking boyfriend gon fuck around and set the bar for how not to do it.
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Just make sure next time you add crack cocaine, heroine, mushrooms, acid, ecstasy to the mix that’d surely do the trick.
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She’s still ugly, album will still flop….0
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For someone who wanted to kill her self, she jumped right back to film a TV show. I guess she didn’t want to take time to bond with her child just a little bit more.
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This is nothing more than a ploy for people to feel sorry for her sorry azz.
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Ladies there is nothing wrong with just being single sometimes. It is not always pertinent to enjoyment of life to have a nucca up under you. Instead of poppin those pills, perhaps Tasia should popped a few caps off up in somebody’s a$$………I’m just sayin’.
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This Lady has lost her ever lasting mind. 1st of all even if he was seperated he was MARRIED that’s a no go n my book why would u want to be with someones husband seperated or not? 2nd of all she has a child, I’m not a Mother yet but I cnt imagine when I am trying to kill myself and leaving my baby in this world alone . And 3rd this chic doesn’t know there are a whole lot of fish in the sea I mean come on Fanny u don’t know the rules on to the next one. SMH @ her.
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This whole situation is nuts. People just need to stop fucking around on each other, it only causes drama. Its sad that she chose to deal with it this way. I just hope all the parties involved get past all the madness. I hope that people realize that all the drama that comes with borrowing dick and pussy is just not worth it.
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IT’S OFFICIAL! 2010 = Year of the Homewrecker
If you go to Yahoo! and type homewrecker in the search box, you will get the result: fantasia homewrecker. What a fucking riot!
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